Current mood:

exhausted

Today with Tom

I saw Tom again today and it went a little better.

He was very agitated when I arrived, but did calm down, and we read his 
book together as he loves to do.

Yesterday was so hectic that I had to leave kind of abruptly; today I 
took a lot of time to explain to Tom that I would come tomorrow, I would 
come every day, and he would see me.  This time when I left he didn't 
scream and throw himself against the walls.

I'm still inclined to crawl into a hole and pull it in after when I'm 
not with him, and G is totally exhausted from the stress and having to 
have a real life as well, but we're OK